08 September 2010

7

Once upon a time, romance was holding hands & making out a house party in my best friend's back yard...

Football, beers & late nites were all in the spirit of SUMMER. The sizzling sun drew us into the pool, the beach, Jack Daniels & through so many love games. A strong force of attraction created a monster of me & allowed me to love the monsters in someone else for 5 years & some change. Who knew that today, we would be where we are today. No where. I'm sure many saw it coming but love is blind & young hearts are wild & boundless. I gave mine away 7 years ago today. I took it back 2 years ago now.For years, months, days... I denied that I was losing the one I fell for. I was taken by Fear. Addiction ripped the first man I adored away from me & threw me into an endless spiral of chaos and confusion. Nothing will ever bring that person back.  I've lost time that I will never see again. My previous address was on Heart Ache & Denial.... now Growth & Acceptance are the roads I wish to reside. Love shapes us all in so many ways. Friendships & Romances are some of life's most beautiful things. They often effortlessly sneak in to visit us... but never forget that in an instant, they can be just as easily ripped away.
Rest Peacefully "Love"...I hope in the coming years, I'll find you again someday.